What if.......

So I've been really struggling lately with the whole deal of how many people come to church on a weekly basis and how many people are those C&E Christians (Christmas & Easter) and how it seems these people pay lip service to a God who they really don't know and don't want to get to know.  However that isn't what eats at me most.  I think the biggest thing is me......the whole idea that there are times when I go to church because it's the thing a Christian does and it is the "good thing to do."

It is interesting because I have been a Christian for the majority of my life (or that's what I'm told) and yet at age 27 I am just starting to realize and really dig deeper into the truths of this so called faith, Christianity.

I was listening to a little blurb on youtube by Francis Chan about how vital it is to make sure that we get the important things of the Bible right (Francis Chan - Erasing Hell).  I'm not talking about the little things like when a verse in the Bible is so vague and two people have a different opinion on it.  I'm talking about those important things to our salvation, what theologians would call the dogmas, the essentials to Christianity.

John Fairchild, another pastor at Grace Community Church, spoke towards this a bit this past Sunday in his sermon (You can listen to it here Sermon on Joel).  It is interesting because when John spoke on this it really hit me hard again about just how much we need to make sure we have it right.  It is quite scary sometimes if we read through the Bible and find out the scoop on us as Christians.

There are a few passages that point towards the fact that there are going to be people who didn't know they were Christians and at the judgement day Christ ushers them into Heaven, but there are also those who think that they are going to be saved but Christ says to depart from him because he never knew them (Matthew 25:31-46).  That's scary stuff.  Do you really know what group you're going to be in?  Do I really know what group I'm going to be in?  I can definitely say that I think I know which group I'll be in, but then again only God really knows fully.  We also see in Matthew 7:21-23 that Jesus talks about this exact topic as well that there are people who will call Jesus Lord (which is master) and Jesus will still say depart from me.

There's another example from the Bible where some Jewish priests, people who followed the law to the T, were trying to cast out demons.  This happens in Acts 19:13-17.  These were probably the people who could have done what Jesus wanted because they followed the law rigorously and obeyed all the commandments (there are more than just 10, those are just the main ones, the "morality 101" if you will).  However a demon possessed man that they tried to exorcise beat up 7 of them.

These are just a few parts of the Bible that really get me wondering and what the Bible would call "working out my salvation with fear and trembling" (Phil 2:12).

So do you feel safe?  Do you really think your name is written in the book of life?  I'll be honest, I do, however I also want to make sure every once and a while because I don't want to become arrogant thinking that there's no possible way I couldn't be saved when in fact there are so many ways.

So this is just something that has been going through my head and heart the last couple of days and weeks.  Hope whoever reads this might get something out of it as well.

Blessings